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En dag kvar till helvetet börjar

4 augusti, söndagen efter söndagen jag pratade med henne. Söndagen jag släppte taget. Orkade inte längre klamra mig fast vid något som egentligen inte var värd att hållas.

I wish I could believe you
Then I'll be alright
But now everything they told me
Really don't apply

To the way I feel inside
Loving you was easy once upon a time
But now my suspicions of you are multiplying
And it's all because you lied

I only give you a hard time
'Cause I can't go on and pretend like
I haven't tried to forgive this
But I'm much too full of resentment

Just can't seem to get over the way you hurt me

I thought I could forgive you
And I know you've changed
As much as I wanna trust you
I know it ain't the same
And it's all because you lied

I may never understand why
I'm doing the best that I can, and I
I tried and I tried to forgive this
And I'm much too full of resentment

I'll always remember feeling
Like I was no good
Like I couldn't do it for you
And your mistress could
And it's all because you lied

I know she was attractive
But I was here first
Why did I deserve
To be treated this way by you, you?

I know you're probably thinking
What's up with B?
I've been crying for too long
What did you do to me?
How could you lie?